syukur!

alhamdulillah pembuka bicara.

1.45 pm : terasa mengantuk. "Sufi dalam pukul 2 kejut aku."

2.15 pm : "wan bangun la. kate nak pegi jumpa pakcik ko." bangun, ambik towel, mandi dan solat zohor.

2.40 pm : bergerak ke Institut Sains Matematik (ISM). hati aku berdebar macam nak pegi jawab final exam buat pertama kalinya.

2.55 pm : sampai di ISM. tengok jam. belum pukul 3. pegi toilet cuci muke.

2.58 pm : knock! knock! "masuk". "haa..ikhwan. perkenalkan ini Dr. Ghapur. *blablablabla* "

situasi sebelum pukul 3 ;

aku ingat aku akan diceramah free oleh Dr. Ibrahim tentang result aku dan akan direject dari membuat Final Year Project.

situasi selepas pukul 3 ;

rupe-rupenye aku memang diterima. tapi still dapat ceramah free. plus a short brief of my FYP. THANK GOD! SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH!! aku dikritik mempunyai "low confidence level". rase memang betul kot. maka aku perlu ubah sikap itu! tak mahu lagi menghampakan ramai pihak!

esok akan jumpa Dr. Ghapur untuk ambik data dan segala penerangan. doakan yang terbaik untuk aku sahabat!

beeteedub ; thanx to muaz i got this FYP. plus ko bakal jadi sifu aku. nak belajar software dari ko! :D

chow

tomorrow is the day

what day is tomorrow?

its thursday.

20th may 2010.

(tapi aku tulis ni dah pukul 2.35am khamis)

the that will affect my future.

more or less.

ohh please GOD, i wish that Dr. Ibrahim will have mercy for me.

i really..reaaalllyy hope that he will accept me for the final year project.

its been bothering me since monday.

i have so many problems that i cant think of any of them.

ignorance is a bliss.

is it? i wish it is because i have ignored my problems for a long time. heh~

luckily today i have a reason to smile even its just for a brief moment.

i hope it's a sign that the fate smiled upon me.

bee-tee-dub;

wish me luck guys! i really need it!

chow.

politics..do we really need it?

obviously the answer for my post title is

YES! WE DO!

but why? to run some organisations smoothly? is it? does it really run smoothly when politics play a part of our life?

i always say to myself

" i would never become a part of politics! ever!"

yeah. its just only be true in dreams. we could never run away from politics. since primary school we're already in politics. here i give u an example.

boy 1 : who do you gonna vote for the class representative?

boy 2: i guess im voting for him. he's the coolest guy in class. plus he's good in sport.

other boys: yeah. we think so too. he's cool and stuff. blablabla..

well it maybe not a good example for a politics in school. haha

as im growing older, there are more politics. but it is obvious when i enrolled in UM.

whenever the election month came, that's what i called politics. conflicts here and there. campaign all over the university and all that stuff.

but it doesn't mean i didn't respect them.

my friend Imran (leman) once said

" at least they have something they believe on. do u??"

well those words really struck my mind for a while. hehe

politics evolve around us even how much we detest and try to avoid it. but why sometimes it ruined a peaceful and harmony community?

i said like that because it happens to my community. what more sad is that its happens between muslims because of the new election for mosque organisation. huh!

people like hate each other because of the different views in politics. come on!

its a mosque. it suppose to unite muslims not break them off. *sigh*

lastly, i guess politics would never gone in this world. whether its a clean or dirty politics.

chow